being a mom is neat. its still wierd though because charlotte doesn’t really respond much yet. she is just beginning to get a personality (like that high pitched scream she discovered she can do). she’s slowly moving out of the floppy-head-give-you-a-blank-stare-before-my-eyes-cross-again stage. she can focus on more things that are farther away, will turn her head to look at you when you talk, and has even begun to smile… well, not at me. she smiles for daddy. and while i’m excited that she loves her daddy and he can make her smile, it irritates me that she hasn’t smiled when i walk into the room. … but thats okay, i get to spend all day with her and get to work on teaching her to say “mama”. one of these days i’ll be the recipient of one of her “firsts”.